A Drastic Change....
.....that's the exact word SQ's dad used over the dinner table about my decision to go Singapore. It has been bugging me a lot although i've made the decision to move on, whether is this the right decision to make?
A lot to sacrifice in making this decision. i'm having hell of a good life in Ipoh. i've got a car here i can travel anywhere i want, at anytime i want. i've got a big room with air-conditioning, dinner prepared on the table every night i reach home. i've got friends and family. SQ is here. My entire life is here.
And it feels like i'm taking a risk, feels like i'm giving it all up, just to know how it feels to struggle outside in the huge concrete jungle. Life has been too good, and probably i'm trying to get out of my comfort zone, see what i can achieve when i'm still young.
i really don't know why i made this decision to move on. it wasn't logical at all, although i'm trying to reason out with the conversion rate. There are just too many things more precious than that to give up for. Perhaps like what i told my bosses, i really needed a change in my life.
Don't get me wrong, my life is good. A little too good, too safe for my age. i really hasn't risk much in life yet. Life is a risk after all. You don't risk it, you've never lived. And this risk i'm taking is considerably tiny compared to life threatening ones a lot of people face everyday.
Is this reasoning logical enough?
i really do hope i made the right choice, i really do hope things will turn out better then i expect them to be. i'm having my fingers crossed, even while i type this line here. wish me all the luck i can get, pray for me, call me from time to time to check on me in case i can't take the pressure and committed suicide. hope not.
ChiM
A lot to sacrifice in making this decision. i'm having hell of a good life in Ipoh. i've got a car here i can travel anywhere i want, at anytime i want. i've got a big room with air-conditioning, dinner prepared on the table every night i reach home. i've got friends and family. SQ is here. My entire life is here.
And it feels like i'm taking a risk, feels like i'm giving it all up, just to know how it feels to struggle outside in the huge concrete jungle. Life has been too good, and probably i'm trying to get out of my comfort zone, see what i can achieve when i'm still young.
i really don't know why i made this decision to move on. it wasn't logical at all, although i'm trying to reason out with the conversion rate. There are just too many things more precious than that to give up for. Perhaps like what i told my bosses, i really needed a change in my life.
Don't get me wrong, my life is good. A little too good, too safe for my age. i really hasn't risk much in life yet. Life is a risk after all. You don't risk it, you've never lived. And this risk i'm taking is considerably tiny compared to life threatening ones a lot of people face everyday.
Is this reasoning logical enough?
i really do hope i made the right choice, i really do hope things will turn out better then i expect them to be. i'm having my fingers crossed, even while i type this line here. wish me all the luck i can get, pray for me, call me from time to time to check on me in case i can't take the pressure and committed suicide. hope not.
ChiM
