Bad Boyfriend

i think i'm a terrible boyfriend.

A couple of months ago, i was planning a short trip to Malacca with SQ. Just something to get away from work, a short holiday to relax and eat. Then the Singapore thingy came by and all plans changed. In the end, the Singapore thingy called short, so does the Malacca trip. Minus 10 mark here.

I was out the other day trying to get SQ a surprise Christmas gift, but she ended up finding out before i was able to buy the present. Spoiler! So in the end i didn't buy her anything for Christmas. Minus 10 mark again.

Then it's Christmas eve, and i thought, "Hey, let me take her out for dinner and after that we'll go to a present exchanging party with some colleagues of mine. That would be great!" We even went to a Japanese eating place, she love japanese food, and then the most bizarre thing happened. My tongue was swollen due to some allergic reaction to what i suspect to be a piece of contaminated tuna fish. Dinner spoiled! Minus 10 mark for me.

Then it was Chrismas day, we went dinner at one of her colleagues house. A steamboat dinner, and then a small present exchange before going home. When everything ended it was quite late. Should've offered to go home with her and spend the night at her place. Pamper her a bit more and tug her into bed. A foot massage would be good too. But i did none of those. Minus 10 marks here too.

Then it's boxing day. Didn't see her the whole day. She was running about checking her pharmacy thingy, and then after that her make-up class. Night time she fell sick. I only found out when she told me. She's at home, and i'm at my place. No chance to take care of her. Another 10 marks to minus here.

In just a couple of days, my boyfriend marks are deducted to almost half gone, and it may not be full to begin with. I may already failed as a good boyfriend if not on the verge of failing. Guess i need to begin 2010 in a better way for this relationship.





ChiM